can’t believe i did that last night

ok so i asked this girl i’m falling really really hard for if she’s be willing to do a long distance relationship while i’m in wyoming or if she’d rather wait until i came back in march,she hasn’t replied but then again it was at 2 in the morning when i sent her it so she might have just fallen asleep but GAH i want to text her but i’m to nervous to but i really really llike this girl and i want to be able to call her mine,like so much where i want to say fuck wyoming it can wait and just stay here so i can be here with her. theres just so much emotion towards her,like i don’t even want sex from cause idk,i guess i want it to mean a little more than how it was with other girls,yah it did mean something with them but like idk it’s different with her. like when my mind does go to that place and i try to think about her like that,my heart is just like “LOL NO” and drags my mind out of the gutter,no matter how horny i am or how much i need sex at the moment cause my frustration levels are just of the charts. i think i’m like that because i’ve been friends with her for 2? 3 years? and it’s somewhat how i am with anna,our relationship was everything but sex when we were dating and when she was here,we just didn’t want it from each other,and i kinda want that relationship with this girl only i am coming back and i will be able to be a girlfriend to her but at the same time i still want her to be my girlfriend even though i’m going to be in wyoming,i don’t think i’m going to be looking while i’m up there. why would i when this girl is literally the perfect girl for me,like hardcore and someday,i’m sure i’d love to make her my wife but right now i’m just GAH asdgjvkniondsbindfibnidjbkvdzjbhzudir

the best type of sex ;D

the best type of sex ;D

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